Well today was... hot as it has been every other day this week, I’m not sure if that’s a good or bad thing, lol but anyway
I was out with some friends as you do on hot days and my best mate Garry's friends came along with us and I’d never met these guys before, but anyway, we went and chilled in the sun for a while and I had my eyes closed laying down and I smell weed/skunk/hash, or whatever you wanna call it. So I sat up and looked around and I see Garry with a joint hanging out of his mouth and Garry always told me he wasn't like that, so my jaw fucking dropped open and he looked at me and said "its Jordan's not mine" so my eyes dart towards this guy and he’s like "want a drag?" and I was like "HELL FUCKING NO!" and it only pissed me off because he thought I was actually shallow enough to be drawn in by his filthy habit. So I got up and walked away from them and they all laughed like as if "Silly little mummy's girl" so I turned around and gave 'em all this massive speech that went something like "I don't need to smoke that shit to relax, if you wanna be that shallow and pathetic then go ahead but you wont drag me down with you, and another thing, you guys are all what? 21? 22? And you've still not learned how stupid that stuff is, at least I can say that I’m 17 and more mature than you stupid fucks, good day" and that was the short version, needless to say I thought I would of left them thinking about something but instead I got petty insults thrown at me as I walked away like "Look at the rebel in her 3 quarter lengths, isn't she an amazing punk rebel?!" Well I was gonna turn back around but I decided that I just couldn't be bothered with people like him so I kept walking and when I got home I was just so proud, I know that sounds some what stupid, but I was so fucking proud that I didn't make a fight out of it, I gave him my opinion and he threw it back in my face, well fair play to him, but I said what I had to say and the feeling that I KNEW I’d got one up on a 21/22 year old was just so amazing. I’ve learned SO much and I’m only 17, I’m not THAT educated in the slightest, but concerning drugs and people’s feelings and how people are sometimes. I’ve been thinking about it recently and EVERYONE comes to me with they’re problems and I love it, it makes me feel needed in a way. Its like “Sara will help me”. I wonder if I have ever helped someone… like REALLY helped someone…hmmm. It sure gives me something to think about.
I know this is sooooooo long, but ya’know I never do long meaningful posts. Hehe